Why are you like that?

Why am I always wrong in your eyes?

Why do you always pick on me?

I’m hurting too. I cry. And I give up
Should I stay to stay alive? or should I just leave this world?
All my life has always been like this. I have few friends but there are more toxic people around me. I’m being heartbroken by these people. They spread gossips, they backstab, they turn the truth the other way around, gathering more sympathy.  

My friends are busy in their own life. I don’t want to drag them down but seriously deep inside I am breaking or even my heart was shattered already.  I don’t know if I can still continue.

I am imperfect, I do have flaws and I’m not too good. I’m kind to my friends. But why are you like that? 

In every move I make, your eyes and mouth are prepared to destroy me. I’m sick of it. 

I wish those poisonous eyes, ears and mouth will be your downfall in the future.